Remember

Before I was where I am I.. I remember how scared, fragile, and broken I was. Scared to take the next step, scared to ask for help, scared to eat, scared to sleep, and even scared to pray. So scared to live I allowed the days to just go by. When all I had to do was decide it was mine and get up and try. BUT, it’s not easy when buried, emotional, and afraid of the dark. Not realizing now all you have to be is nurtured and grow. Focus on the sun (TMH), be watered (receive self love and genuine love), feed from the soil (stay grounded, centered, and connected), and sprout (do the work and see your blessings flow). This sounds quick and easy when it’s a slow process, but you have to know you’re a seed. Know that when you’re planted it’s for a purpose. Even when the others bloom before you, you still have to focus on your growth. Your business is how you bloom, because no one could ever be you. It’s your birthright to grow and be tall, abundant, and happy. As well as inspired, loved, and to be at peace. So why is it still so hard? For me, I just let myself down so many times. That when others say things all the progress I know I’ve made goes out of the window. It’s just time to remember that what’s for me is for and no matter how long it takes it’s mine. That as long as i get there, stay there, and pass where I wanted to be no one can take that from me. Pressure.