Gee Stories: Catastoship 2

Finally. Today is Wednesday and I’m prepping myself to go to this man’s house. Who’s this man? Y’all remember the “Cool Rider” in Catastroship, that guy. We finally got into a routine of texting and conversing over the phone and now it’s time to “link”. Let me tell y’all this, I was looking forward to it and nervous. I do not know what to expect, but I want to keep my guard up. Yet, I still want to be cool. How did we end up here? Your good old Dee White event around Labor Day weekend. I walk into the party and see him up there, but we haven’t really been talking(my fault). I guess he didn’t like that cause he didn’t speak. Me being me, I approach him and we go our separate ways. Now at the end of the party we stand outside and talk. When I say talk like we had no where else to go I mean talk. I offered to drive him home since he was drinking. he says, “Nah because you’re going to want to stay.” I laughed it off and just continued to talk until we left. Now back to Wednesday. I’m at work and I let him talk me into coming. As I’m getting ready for the end of day I’m talking myself up. “You’re going to be cool, but not too cool. Interested, but not interested.” This was the agreement. So I took that ride there. When I made it he made it. He unlocked the door and he directed me to the couch. A relief off my shoulder, because I’m not getting caught up in any BS with him. I also was going to sit there anyway. We talk a good talk and to my surprise he’s interesting and very down to earth. Then he goes and gets us some food. A Great gesture, because I like food. So, we eat and chat some more. Then the turn of events we walk to the back. The hallway was so long and it’s not at all. In the back of my mind we are still being hard so I proceed with caution. However, the more and more we talk I’m getting softer and more fond of him. As time goes by he went to take a shower, because he had a long day at work and he plays some good 90s R&B. In my head, “he think he slick.” So I chill until he’s done then he comes in and gets way closer to me then I expected… I panicked! I stand up, and my crystals fall out of my pocket. I grab two he picks up one and I hurry and snatch it. I didn’t want him to judge me and call me some weirdo. Like a g he shrugged it off and I could breathe easy. I wasn’t ready for that conversation with him, because most aren’t open minded and are judgmental. Now he’s even closer and I’m like confused, scared as hell because how did he make me feel so interested. I was suppose to be chill, but not chill chill. Then this man had the nerve to kiss me and it wasn’t a peck. It was a kiss kiss like in a movie and I saw the fireworks and felt the shockwaves. I swear I was deflowered and I already lost my virginity. I felt like Elle Evan’s kissing Noah in Kissing Booth; It took my breathe away. I’m like wow and he probably said wow too, it couldn’t just be me! That kiss was very magnetic, man like we been here in a past life or something and kissed before…. I DONT KNOW! All I know is I was in a moment that lasted for a while, but was only a few minutes. He just made me feel so comfortable, judgement free.. I can for sure be myself so I opened up a bit. How did it end, I’m a lady I’ll never tell my secrets…

I'ma get your heart racing in my skintight jeans be your teenage dream tonight.

-Katy Perry(Teenage Dream)